Today I am thinking about the miscarriage I had nearly 5 years ago. To think that if s/he had survived I'd have a 4 year old!
I miss that child more than anyone knows, but I am glad they are safely with Jesus and don't have to worry about this world. I don't have to worry like I do with Lydia, "will she get saved at an early age?" "will she ever get involved with gross sin?" "will she have her heart broken by someone that is supposed to love her?"
My throat is swelling shut as I type this. My heart breaks for Lydia's future as this world gets worse and worse. :( All I can do is pray for her,